I now at mac!! hahaha....
When im at mac, the only thing u can think of is studying.lol. I very quai de..=x

I dunno y but i always think that everyone is not showing the true self to others around them...even me also......
Even if they say they are not wearing a mask, i dun think i will believe it haha
I guess nobody will say the truth that they are not wearing a mask infront of others, so i dun bother asking them......

Today din go for main prac coz of project..haizzz really need to plan my time properly liao...but come to think of it, i dun think i will follow it also lol...
Tml not gng to Youth prac, coz no instrument..Prof Ho took my instrument away...lol. This means i can slp late tml ^^
Im trying to think positively nowadays..haha. Coz too many projects, lab reports and also need to report sch early.....so trying to make it a happier day each day....if not i sure cannot survive de..

=Music is my Life=

I din make it for Peilin's Birthday celebration ): Rene says i very mean...i noe ):
Gt alot of projects and lab reports sia...keep dragging me down =.=
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PEILIN!!!!!!!! (:

Nowadays no time to blog. No time to sleep also. Too many things need to catch up liao...not tat i din pay attention in class lo, but gt alot need to practice and also memorize which means everyday revisions too...
Feels so tired every single day...but i din sleep lo (:
Im gng to either study or sleep now....

=Blocked nose=

I gt another F for My ED..=.= I noe my D&T very lousy de la, so i predicted that i will get an F too and it came true!! :/ The Mr Ee said my marks not so jialat la....but........................
I muz really buck up, Buck Up, BUCK UP!!!

Tml is Peilin's Birthday, gathering for Ah family agn plus celebration for Peilin's birthday..haha. But i gt project, dunno will drag till wad tym..but i will try my best to make it for the gathering (:

My Aims:
Pass all my modules.
Change Cs to Bs, Ds to Cs
Change Fs to Cs or Ds

My quiz results sux like hell la...they are either Cs or Ds and i gt 1 F...u shuld noe which subject im weakest in...Actually i din fail so badly la, juz 3.5 marks more nia...
Gonna strive harder for the upcoming 1 (:

Tml SP cancelled..wahaha so quite slack tml, can go study liao...Wed also no PD...HURRAY!!! But must do the stupid parachute project...=.=

Anyway, i saw a jacket...maybe a sweater, the design is so damn cool lo... Infront got the word HEART with the arrow pointing towards somewher near ur heart, then behind gt the word BRAIN with the arrow pointing upwards..walau..u noe how much anot...$85 =.=
But i will try to save $$ on this .....haha..
(:

2 days never blog liao..lol
NOW IM BACK....WAHAHAHA!! im trying to recall wad had happened for the last 2 days..

i cant recall any...lol ps...nth much happened la...lol

Last Fri din go main band prac...coz too tired liao. Tot will have alumni band on sat so rest on Fri.. in the end Lina sms say cancelled =.=

My Yamaha mouthpiece cannot fit into my Bari!!! OMG....the repairman go changed the cock...wth. Sian...have to use the Morgan..the repairman said its the BEST mouthpiece sia....
Mr Quek appointed Lina, Sut and me to organize events zzzzzz...noe y he chose us? Shushu recommended 1 lo...=.= He's physically in Hk but his mind and soul is in NIE huh...still can do this to us sia...

1 word:Sux

Finally i can relax liao, haha. I mean relax but not slack hor...dun get my meaning wrong lol.

Let me tell you wad happened yesterday.
My PD teacher, Abraham...i hate her sia..really hate her. No.1 in my Hate List. Yesterday gt her lesson, i was called out to see her...She told me that my discussion forum was different from others and i realized that i had misinterpreted the qn wrongly..She said that if i continue like this, she will give me 0!! walau eh...i wanted to tell her that i misinterpreted the qn but she wouldn't let me say sia..so after the lesson i went to find her agn. I offered to do the discussion forum agn, but she said even if i redo it, i will still get the same low marks coz she alrdy key in the marks =.= I think she gt sth against me lo..wtf..

My frens and i did sth dumb unknowingly....We skipped maths lecture!! LOL..We din mean too 1 sia but we see the time wrongly thats y la..The Mee Han after the maths lecture then sms Ruo Ting..so nice of him huh...lol. We had skipped the lecture unknowingly la =.= I sure missed out alot on maths.. haizzz. I would rather skip the PD than maths la =.= Tml gt her lesson, shit.....i think she will ask us wad happened the day b4...lol.. I also dunno how to ans her sia...=.=


Today went walk walk with Sut, haha. At 1st wanted to go fix my laptop de, but Sut helped me solve the prob liao haha. Even the lecturer also dunno how to solve it la even though they searched online for help =.=

Alumni band is starting on this Sat =.= I can't imagine i will be playing my instrument from afternoon till night on Sat...with like arnd 2 hrs break onli...so powderful huh..=.=

Now its 12.34am...i juz woke up haha. Ready to study my Biochem for tml's Quiz... Alot need to memorize lo zzzzz. Guess i will be slping quite late for today..but nvm, GET OVER AND DONE WITH!! lol...

Today sth happened which makes me feeling pissed off. Really pissed off =.= My frens and i did sth dumb too, lol. But i will blog abt it tml la..coz now no time liao, need to study lol.

Yesterday night, i was suffering from insomia....guess wad tym i slp.. arnd 3am to 4am plus sia =.= coz i wake up late la...haizzz now feeling so damn tired..guess im gonna slp soon haha

Today nth much happened, juz that i screwed up my Engineering Drawing Quiz.

=Sleep=

Today so boring...whole day at home..
Reached home in the morning and slept till 4pm lol. Actually i woke up at 12.30pm de but thinking there was nothing to do also, so continue to slp lo..haha.

Tml gt Engineering Drawing test, also dunno wad to study...=.= I admit that im quite slack la..but i will still study la.

Come to think of it ar, even though no sch but damn sian lo. I've gone to almost all the towns to shop during my hols liao.. be it Orchard, Bugis, Clark Quay, City Hall, Suntec City etc....of coz those places very boring 1 i wont go la =.=
So i rather go sch than having hols even though i gt not enuff slp...coz at least gt frens to go crazy with (: But give me at least 1 day break for each sch week, sch life would be almost perfect for me =p

Im gng out soon...to stay up overnight with lina to study at mac. Hardworking ba =x
So i've been at home for the whole day since afternoon till now..so damn boring la =.=

Juz now saw the news abt the Si Chuan Earthquake....really heartbreaking...im feeling so sad for them sia...haizzz... Hope that there will be more survivors than death...
GOD BLESS THEM.

Went out today to watch MI concert..the concert was ok la...perhaps better than last yr de...
U noe who i saw at the concert? WONG KAH CHUN...OMG!!! composer for the song, Pecos Pueblo..i din shake hands with him la...onli tok sia =.= Sut managed to shake hands with him lo...i was too shy la..dammit. I dunno y but he looks handsome to me la....maybe coz he's talented tats y he is shuai...Coz normally he's type de not shuai to me 1..lol. But i din shake his hand or took fotos with him la.. ARGHHHHHH!! WASTED!!!

I was released earlier than usual coz Mr Roberts was angry...We kept on talking and talking even though he told us to keep quiet. Its been gng on for 5 weeks liao..haizzz so he gt fed up and left. I was shocked sia coz his temper usually very good de...i think coz he cannot tahan alrdy so he gt angry la..haizzz..missed alot today lo...felt guilty also. I wonder if my fellow classmates feel guilty anot...but i saw their reactions, they dun seem to give a damn abt this la...onli some ppl lo.
Heard frm my Engineering Drawing teacher, he said that alot of lecturers say our batch very slack....lol. i also think so leh...but im trying my best ok. =x

A grp of us discussed abt how to boycott 'HARRY' lol. But after a long discussion, no conclusion at all =.=

This is a msg to 'HARRY':Hey, u noe wads gng on alot better than us and can i ask, how thick is ur skin? I was wondering if u are acting blur or seriously.....THICK SKINNED.

This is my 30th post!! haha. My previous blog din even exceed 10 posts la..=.=
Now im listening to:Girlfriend by Bow Wow Ft Omarion...this song is so damn nice and catchy la. I noe this song thru Sut...haha. Im addicted to it. Not onli this song, but also a Jap song by NEWS...i dunno wads the title, juz noe that gt 4 squares =.=

Today went to Golden Mile to drink the 'Cha Yan' (i think its spelled like this) I learnt a Thai phrase frm Sut : Cha Yan song.. sth ....shit sia..i forgt that last word la...damn. But it means 2 cups of Cha Yan...lol That Cha Yan so sweet la..SHIOK!! haha next tym will go there agn(:

Tml gt Organic Chem Quiz...i studied alrdy but i dun think its enuff. I always feel that its never enuff lo...But now very tired so tml will continue study in the bus..
NIE main prac agn....but dun worry sia..haha coz i alrdy borrowed mouthpiece frm my Sec sch...haha alrdy prepare for tml's prac liao....so shuld be ok tml (: My mouthpiece is Yamaha lo....at least better than the Morgan...lol. So i tml wont paiseh myself infront of all the pros...i hope not la...

Surprisingly, the Abraham din suan me infront of the whole class, showing out my result..haha
So freaking tired today la....went to lib after sch to do lab report. It seems like almost everyday i sure gt lab reports to do de lo..dammit. i haven even submit the Qn:Why chlorinated waste is separated frm other wastes? to the teacher thru e-mail. Can some1 pls tell me why...haizzz i muz submit tml liao, if not i will get a zero for that =.=

We've been gng to North canteen to eat sia..lol. Walked all the way frm Blk Q to the Health Science Blk...damn far la..But we dun mind coz the food there gt more variety and also nicer than our blk de lo.. Gt prata, toast and lot la..lol. Our blk, South canteen onli gt the nuggets and potato wedges nice onli..Other stall de din try la..lol. I dun like the wanton there. The skin of the wanton tastes weird weird de lo. The western food stall very stingy 1 sia. I bought the chicken chop and they gave me a few fries onli lo..really very little leh..damn..the fries can be counted within my 10 fingers =.= The chicken chop also very salty lo, like the chicken wings at my hse downstairs de... It seems like there's nth nice at my blk there...): But the good thing is, South canteen gt bubble tea ^^haha.

=Tired.Pissed off=

Gt a D for my QC...damn! So demoralizing la...first quiz alrdy gt a lousy grade liao...i muz go see my paper to see wad went wrong sia. And 'Johnny' gt a B for her QC...damn!!! always sleep during lecture still gt a B lo..Fuck. Dunno whats wrong with me sia, gt such a lousy grade even though i din slp.. This makes me wan to work harder to beat her... So hao lian la huh...."Yea! i gt a B leh!" i muz beat her in Organic Chem, Maths and Biochem...MUZ BEAT HER !!!!!!
Tml PD. SIAN...... =.=

=Juz get lost, for God's sake=

Maths Quiz today... zzz... I alrdy tried my best liao. I was so nervous la then my mind went blank but i calm myself down and eventually i can onli recalled 2/4 of it back =.= I juz hope i can pass can liao..i'll be very contented (:
Tml QC Quiz result will be out...stress la...coz 2 ppl out of all gt the lowest, 8/40. Both came frm our class =.= There's a high possibility that one of them will be me ): i really gt no confident lo. Somemore, she's gonna flash the results on the screen la... Gt 1 Qn came out:What does PDCA stand for? U noe wad i wrote? Ans:Personal Development Care Association. zzzzzzzzzz i tot its a company name sia..dammit!! My graph also messed up lo. FISH!! I dunno y but even though i hate Personal Development Module but the 1st 1 i tot of was that ans sia...i muz be mad la.

Nowadays i eat alot alot lo... and also say alot of vulgarities...i din mean to but recently, there are alot of things that pissed me off easily.. Quite hot-tempered nowadays...so sry i din mean to ):
But... like i said, im feeling stress......dammit!!!

Yesterday-9 May 2008, my first official NIE main band prac started. I really paiseh myself yesterday coz of the darn bari sax. The bari sax gt sth wrong with the key de. I think Prof Ho muz be thinking y i this kind of standard can be promoted to main band =.= But at least it was better than last tym when i came for prac coz he din picked on me yesterday and he still praised me saying that i gt a strong sound ^^ but so wad sia..i still cant play after all =.= The pieces were quite difficult lo..especially Toccata sth sth de..my whole score, almost 3/4 of it were running notes la...i tot i gt the wrong score at first lo coz usually my score dun haf running notes de. Even got running notes also like at most 8 semi-quavers onli. So i was resting most of the time for tat particular piece, trying to catch up with the other players....):

Then today went for the NIE youth band prac.... yesterday damn tired and woke up late coz my mum din wake me up =.= I woke her up yesterday night to remind her to wake me up at 9.15am and then today morning, she told me tat she din hear anyone toking to her yesterday night. I still asked her alot of questions yesterday leh and she ans me correctly leh. omg....She told me she was dreaming abt me asking her questions when it was not a dream at all...so she dun give a damn abt it and i woke up at 10 plus in the end =.=
The NIE prac for today sux too coz my instrument got prob...most probably is the mouthpiece fault coz its brand is MORGAN....dunno wad brand it is sia...Heard frm Shushu its not really popular...i think its not popular at all la.. Gt a bassoon player in NIE main band asked me whether i was using the correct mouthpiece anot sia..=.= damn sia...i hope i was using the wrong mouthpiece at that time .... The prac was boring today...

=Lousy Shit Day=

Today i felt exhausted sia. Im felt more sleepy than other days lol. i also dunno y leh...but i din slp in class lo...haha. I slept on my way to sch, on the way back home too =.=
After sch, we gt games organized by Mr Kevin Roberts..haha. Our class vs 0804....and in the end we won..wahahaha. Mr Roberts bought pizza for us sia..but i onli get to eat 1 slice =.= the games are fun la...lol

Tml gt NIE prac...sian. Gng there to paiseh myself agn.....=.=

=Exhausted=

Today went for the Tutor thingy. They tok too much alrdy, say until like we are part of the care and share grp but actually we are gng there for tuition onli sia.. we not gonna join any activities at all la =.=

i think my laptop gt prob lo..typed my password also cannot log in.....zzzz. Nvm i think i will try agn tml..lol now too tired liao and also lazy =x
Gonna bathe now...bb (:

Today frm 8.30am till 6pm coz of the Biochem extra lesson...every tues sia...=.= But heng tml quite free..haha i love tml especially coz... no PD!!!! LOL. My PD gonna get a big fat zero sia..bt i dun give a damn abt it..haha onli scared she paiseh me infront of the whole class...=.=

Today after sch, we went to Bishan. Actually wanted to catch a movie, but all the movies start at 9 plus so din watch in the end...if can, i would love to watch Superheroes...haha. That movie is freaking funny la...lol. So we went to arcade to play lame games. The game machines there seemed to be 'eating' our $$ lo...we played not even like half an hour then game over liao..haven even die yet sia. We played the DJ Max thingy de then we tot its quite hard so we chose easy...in the end it turns out to be damn easy liao..too easy until i dun really wan to play liao coz too boring.We played onli 1 note each then din even play other notes la...wad a shit game lo..

C.S damn fun lo..even though i keep dying haha. Gt addicted to it liao =p I realized i cannot play C.S with other ppl sia..coz gt alot of vulgarities will come out frm my mouth if i gt shot sia...=.=

My grp gt A- for our Biochem report..WAHAHAHA. Seriously i think alrdy not bad liao (:

The main thing we did today was staring at our own laptop all day..lol. First we went to AMK mac to use then went to Changi Airport there to use... The Terminal 3 is damn big la....haha

Lina and i downloaded Counter-Strike into our laptop haha then we played together with Sut.. So u noe why we've been infront of the laptop for the whole day =p. I improved liao leh..lol finally can kill more then 30 ppl liao..haha not bad la =x

Tons of homework to do....damn..
Wad to do....? =.=

Yesterday-2 May 2008, too tired to blog haha. I actually on the com bt i off it in the end =.= i cannot tahan ma...too tired liao.. I go walk walk with Sut yesterday..haha. Saw alot of familiar faces..actually onli 2 la lol. 1 tubist and 1 saxophonist...But Veronica saw us when she was in the bus lol...so drama lo...

Today went to NIE prac..a few new faces appear. The pieces are OK la...but the Sinfonia sth very fast sia....i cannot catch up when comes to running notes...my old prob ): I gt 1 rather shocking news and that is we are gng to main band for prac this Fri =.= its not sth big nor happy...in fact there's nth to be happy abt. But maybe 1 thing and that is being promoted to main band...it sounds cool la but hor, go there onli paiseh myself onli. My bari gt prob still go there play..walau others see liao tot i noob la.. the tone so disgusting. I really hope that they will really send the bari to the repairman for repair rather than saying it but no action taken =.= Haizzz, im rather stress for this coming Fri...if onli there's another Bari player to help me out... T_T

After that, we went to IMM Mall to buy Lina's mouthpiece at the BAND WORLD there...but after a long long walk, we found out that the shop was closed..=.= Come to think abt it, when i first heard of BAND WORLD, i tot its a place which is quite grand and also neat and spacious then also gt alot of instrument and stuff. But when i went there to see, it was totally different frm what i expected...in fact it was totally opposite. =.= The place quite messy and also small..haha looks like a small office lo with alot of stuff inside. It also looks like they had tried to squeeze everything inside this small office too..=.= We went to Funan there, not to fix Sut's laptop lol but to check out the anti virus software..we bought the McAfee at the IT shop in the end and saw Mr Tan Too Young there... haha so coincidential la. We went to the Pasa Malam( i think its spelled like this?) at AMK..haha i like to shop there especially..i also dunno y lol. A few months ago, my hse downstairs finally gt Pasa Malam liao... It was like a few yrs later then haf agn lo..i was so happy at that time la..haha. I hope they will haf it soon agn at my hse downstairs ^^

Today we din go lib to study coz today is Labour Day, lib din open =.= Heng Jeremy sms me and asked me whether lib gt open today anot...coz he's gng lib too, lol. I din even think of that lo...if not my frens and i really go there sia...thnks Jeremy! haha. In the end we went to Amk mac to do our work. I was late for an hour..so ps la. My frens noe i Chi Dao Queen so they forgive me ): I muz not be late agn....i dun wan to be famous for that =.= I dun haf time to do my Engineering Drawing so tml haf to chiong and hand up liao bt see my frens do like quite fast lo, so shuld be no prob la, able to hand up on time lol.

After that we went Queenstown Shopping Mall coz there the things cheap cheap. We went to shop for shoes, clothes and jacket haha. I spent arnd $100 plus lo....i finally bought my jacket haha. Its nice to me la and also quite cheap. Actually is $59.90 bt he gave me student price at $55 but i bargined with him ar then i convinced him to sell it to me at $50.. lol. I juz asked onli then he so shuang kuai give me discount liao..cool eh... After that i bought a blouse which is the onli 1 left in the shop.. its manually-printed and free size..haha so no need to try... so mah fan.. I also bought a jeans. Coz 2 for $50 ma.. so i shared with Xin Yi haha..like that then hua suan ma...

Today quite very relax and fun sia....i tot we will be doing our work like siao haha but no la...we gt slack also =p

Tml sch starts, sian..=.=